Part 1: Not the usual morning

Hello, everyone. 

I am one of those people who create blog just to spill everything with what's going on with my life. I used to have blog, but then I've deleted it just because I feel that I don't have time to write err  So, here's the story of me. I'm sharing this to everyone.

Some fine morning during weekend in April this year, I was just having breakfast like usual with my mom. We talked about stuff. And then

Mama: What's that on your right neck?

Me: What? Where?

Mama: I think its a lump.

Me: Where? I don't feel it.

Mama: Go check please.

I ran to the toilet to see it in the mirror. Oh yeah, this is the lump mama was talking about. 

Me: Found it. 

Mama: So what's that? Is it painful?

Me: Don't know. Its not painful. Maybe I have trouble sleeping.

Mama: No, if you have trouble sleeping, it's going to be painful but you are not. Go to clinic, please.

Me: Ala its not serious. No need la 

If you know me, I am not the type of person who likes to go to clinic for nothing well who does? If I am in pain, then I quickly go for check up. But I don't feel pain at all, so no need to go. Maybe its just a lump that will disappear in few days. 

Days by days. Weeks by weeks. My parents were actually mad at me because I keep postponing it. I was stubborn, I am still. One day, mama whatsapp-ed me during work, asking me to go to clinic because she doesn't feel right. Ok I'll go, I said to her just to please her. 

I went to nearby clinic with mama on Saturday. The female, motherly-looking doctor checked me, asked me a lot of questions. She frowned a lot. Then, she took out a piece of paper wrote something and asked us to go to emergency hospital. I was like what? Why need to go to emergency? I am fine, just give me the medicine and the lumps will disappear la after few days. 

No, she said. You need a proper check up. Go to specialist. 









I'll continue in the next post. Thank you for reading.



X, 
Nina.